When the time comes.......Someone load me into a compactor please!

When the time comes.......Load me into a compactor or a trash truck for REAL!

I want to go to the landfill and be buried there with a TON of diapers!
I feel that I really DO want this and I want to know that no one will do any "investigating" or get in ANY KIND of trouble for burying me in the trash at the landfill! I am WILLING to take the pressure!
THIS is how I think I'd like MY ACTUAL disposal to go (If at all possible..(when the time comes)
NOW...let me ask you all this:
If YOU were the one "Disposing of" me and a TON of my diapers, would you wait until my diapers were wet to take me out to the dumpster or would I be taken out soon after my last diaper change? Would you throw out all of my clean packs of disposable diapers or would they be donated somewhere?
Would you diaper me in the diapers I request? or would YOU be the one who decided what diapers i was wearing to my disposal?
Would my cloth diapers be disposed of too? Clean AND dirty cloth diapers?
What if I requested to wear the ABSOLUTELY THICKEST diapers You've EVER seen for my disposal?

(8-12 layers of pre-fold cloth diapers that were already being disposed of as it was anyhow., underneath my disposable diapers? (8=four in back and four in front overlapping in the center 12=6 layered diapers in back and 6 in front overlapping in the middle)
Would you take me out two hours before you KNEW the trash truck came? OR would you make me sit in the dumpster for six or more hours before the tuck came? (What would be the reason you'd want me in the can that long before?
When would you take me out to the dumpster?
right after waking me up? Several hours after my last meal?
right around a regular bedtime say around 9 or 10 pm?
Would you want to watch as the dumpster I was in...was emptied? would you stand outside or watch from a window?
Would you prefer that I be taken by one of these: (Below)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_vKIMhApAs

Or by by one of these perhaps:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=trU6iAffk1M

OR even one of THESE?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHw0KAZcN0Q

On the day right before I was "disposed of" what are a few things you'd tell me or ask me? Would you make me watch my diapers being taken out and put into the trash?
Would I have to help take my own diapers out for disposal?
Would you give me my last diaper change how many hours before my actual disposal?
If YOU had to choose what diapers I was going to wear for my last diaper(s) what would YOU choose for me? It can be any combination of modified size six diapers,

 toddler or any size cloth pre-fold diapers, and disposable adult diapers.

What if I was wearing only cloth diapers when it became time to "take the trash and me out for disposal? Would you take my onesie off and toss it into the dumpster ahead of me or after I was already in there?

Would you then toss in any more diapers of mine after I was already in the dumpster?
Would you treat me like your very own adopted "baby" in the last week before I was being "disposed of" ??? (even though I am NOT an AB or a DL? Or how would you treat me?)

This is how I want MY Death With Dignity to happen
First of all, let me start out by talking a little trash… I am going to show the reader(s) in pictures, how I want my “Death With Dignity to happen and how I want it to occur.
Pictures are worth 1,000 words…right? Well, here it literally is:

The night before I go into the trash can or dumpster, I want to have someone change me into the thickest, disposable diaper with six layered toddler sized cloth diapers in front and six layered cloth pre-fold diapers in the back of my disposable diaper. Then I want three thick booster pads added into the disposable too so that While sitting in the trash can, waiting for collection, if I wet my diapers, they will be absorbent enough to handle my wetness without leaking and possibly provide a little bit of cushion for my butt. (NOT that it REALLY matters much at that point, but hell why not!) Then once I am very thickly diapered, I want to be escorted out to the 96 gallon can or dumpster with the person escorting me, carrying two large bags or two of my 32 gallon Rubbermaid trash cans full of my diapers and clothing and such. If that isn’t all that is being disposed of, that person will go back and bring out all of the items that are being disposed of and put them into the can or dumpster I am in at that time. Then, they will say one final thing before leaving me out in the can to wait for the trash truck to arrive and pick the trash up. Once the trash truck comes, I will go into the hopper with the trash and be compacted the first of many times before going to the landfill.

I want to Climb into either a 96 or 87 gallon trash can full of nothing but my cloth and disposable diapers, clothing and maybe my bed sheets.

Once the trash truck arrives, I will wait for them to empty the 96 gallon can I am in or the dumpster I am in, into the hopper of the trash truck. I will then not even try to escape the wrath the compactor will place onto me and the loads of trash I am in.

Then they can take me to the landfill and leave me there. If by some miracle I survive, I wish to become the actual property of the landfill and I want to be kept there for the rest of my days. The landfill can do what they wish to me as their property.

I will go out to the 96 gallon can the night before and wait quietly until the trash truck comes..

If I can’t climb into a 96 gallon trash can, I will climb into a daycare trash dumpster at night that has mostly diapers (The reason I choose diapers, is because they; 1: Disposable and will already be in the trash anyhow 2: they are soft and may provide some padding as well as some warmth until the truck goes to the landfill.) in it, I will climb in and wait quietly until the truck comes.

Once the trash truck comes, it will pick up the dumpsters/ or 96 gallon trash cans, and empty them. The truck will take me to the landfill or transfer station along with the rest of the trash. I will be dressed on just a diaper or socks and a diaper only…when I am put out for trash collection. (In executions, the person being killed, has to wear a diaper to the execution, since I already have to wear diapers for medical reasons, it is fair to assume that I should continue to wear a diaper to my disposal.)
Since I have severe nerve damage and degenerative disk disease, the pain will become unmanageable, and there will not be any surgical procedures that will be able to help me. At that time, I will want to choose a method of “Death With Dignity”. The means, method used is neither here nor there….relevant even!
Death, will STILL be the end result.
If I am able to go in a semi automated side loader, then I will go out the night before or during the early morning hours, get into a 95 or 96 gallon trash

can/tote/Wheelie bin, wearing ONLY my diaper and load the can/bin/tote up with as MANY of my cloth and disposable diapers, clothing and some of the items that I do not want any more and no one BUT me might want as I can before I climb into the can/bin. I will sit in the can and wait for the truck to arrive sometime that day.
Hopefully the trash man won’t notice and even if…he or she does…they will just continue as usual….I KNOW that the packer blades put out 30,0000 foot lbs. of pressure per square inch and that is MUCH more than 8 1972 caddillacs stacked on top of each other!!!